💌 :: ˗ˏˋ𝓼𝓾𝓫𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓼𝓬𝓲𝓸𝓾𝓼ˎˊ˗
:: from the start it was always you . without even subconsciously knowing , I was looking at you . once there was seven boys I barely knew , but my mind still drifted to you . my eyes already staring upon you and I had no idea why . then I just thought that my mind must of seen you as attractive and that is why I was always looking at you . but now looking back , I was falling in love . subconsciously falling deeper in love with you everyday . even before I knew when I first saw you , I felt relief . as if my pain and anger were leaving , like they were being replaced . overtime every negative feeling I had vanished , leaving more space for me to love you . people always say people come into your life for a reason , to teach you something or to give you something . I believe you came into my life to show me happiness . to show me what it is like to jump out of bed at the sound of notification , the biggest smile on my face . to show me what it feels like to cry over love , utter, complete , pure love . I also learned what it meant to be in love , what it felt like to fall in love , and what it means to be in love . I am in love with you , every little piece of who you are .
currently : in bed reading
being patient with my back and not doing deadlifts are killing me 😓 but I’ll be back even stronger 👀 soon!
“To stand up straight with your shoulders back is to accept the terrible responsibility of life, with eyes wide open. It means deciding to voluntarily transform the chaos of potential into the realities of habitable order. It means adopting the burden of self-conscious vulnerability, and accepting the end of the unconscious paradise of childhood, where finitude and mortality are only dimly comprehended. It means willingly undertaking the sacrifices necessary to generate a productive and meaningful reality.”
- Jordan B. Peterson , 12 Rules for Life